|Thursday, September 16th, 2004|
hey hey . well today was same old stuff. i havent seen <3him<3 in like forever, well except for today after school. its been hm what like a month since we "were together". and ive missed him so much. i could only tell certain people about him but who i could I DID. ...It was after school and i was getting ready to go somewhere and the phone rings. "hello ?" is ashley there? yeah whos this.."him"...silence. whats up ?. "ive realized something since i last saw you ashley. wanna hear it ? sure bro..? i really like you and no matter what u hear i do wanna be with u." are u sure. i asked . yea he said. i am....then i woke up. i thought it was so real. i started crying after that. lol like 4 in the morning, i cried myself back to sleep. today (for real this time) my friend told me "him" is dating someone else and has been for a little while. it broke my heart. then to top it off, he drove by the school and yelled HEy to me and my friend. for that two seconds my mind went blank and i just focused on that smile. ohh woah his smile.
anywho after school me n diego were walking to his car and all the sudden he yells "augh"!! in some persons car. the chik screams like bloody mary ! haha and he just keeps walking, i was all who was that bro ? and hes all NO IDEA !! i was like omg ! haahhaha !!!!!! it was super funny !!!!! i gotta jet tho. peace and unity <3ashes* Current Mood: confused
|Thursday, September 2nd, 2004|
heyhey ! i hate writing in this journal thing, its pointless now. but whateva i needed to tell someone my story. so Thursday- boring day, cant wait til Fridays'. but today is different lol kinda. so i woke up it was boring, found out my ex-miguel is in alternative, again. i dont no why tho. but i miss him in english. anyways then nothing to do for lunch so it was boring. i totally wanted to walk to <3his<3 house. cuz he gets out at 12 but i couldnt ditch again, so nevermind that. thennnn boring rest of the day. dance was relaxing tho. my friend tells me he and a bunch of friends got into a "rumble" type thing last night. usually fights are fun but CLEAN fights. not with hammers and bars. :-/ then kaitlyn calls and was all hey i got good news, i just got off the phone with guess who? im like hm Alex-her bf. and shes all no. " ! *HIM*<3!" (cant say his name.. altho i want to yell it) :( then im like aw what'd he say. and shes all he really really likes u !! awww made my day soo much better ! anywho then she goes on and says theyre all bak in that rumble again only this time they have steel bars too ! i am very ashamed of my best friend and his friends and my love. i dont want them hurt !!! maybe the other guys will not show or bak down or something. its over something dumb too :-/ ohh well , hope everything works out. good night* Ashley<3* Current Mood: crazy
|Sunday, August 29th, 2004|
well hey. i just got bak from kaitlyns lol (im alwayssss there) it was fun. like she picked me up and we drove around with this kid Aaron for a while. and then i called diego to try and find jorge but his mom said he was at Kiki's. so we drove to his house. and thennnnnnnn diego wanted to drive kaitlyns car, yeah we almost died....then diego said we gotta go to the races with him lata...forget that ! pssh then we went home and i fell asleep on her bed while she ate. OI and she found my jacket ! my love<3 besides jorge. :) speaking for jorge i miss him. i was gonna see him today but "he wasnt at home" pssh sureeeeeeee. lol anyways thats it of my boring life. unity* Ashley*<3
|Friday, August 27th, 2004|
hm so last night Kaitlyn came over and we went to TCBY * then we went to her house and sat around talking about her love Alex and mine. foreveeeeeeeer. and then we had a lesson for all the girls who ask Alex for his number. wanna hear?....Number OnE: "this is Kailtyn's property" (pointing to Alex) "number TWO: dont touch this ! hahaha. and finally number THree:..." she sat there in silence for like a minute and goes "well ill think of a really good one." and gets up to get a beer. lol. nah.
well it was really funny if u were there at least. hopefully tonight i get to see my love <33 jezz i miss him soo much. ILOVEYOU. xoxo to u.
yeah thats about it. peace n unity to all<3 Ashley* Current Mood: cheerful
|Tuesday, August 17th, 2004|
hm today was exciting...second day of school. i finally saw my buddy Miguel again ! after like 5 months...lol hes in english with me and when i have dance hes got P.E so yeah twice ! bam ! lol hm at lunch i saw some kids that are now freshman that i went to middle school with..good times good times. then i was suposed to go to lunch with kailtyn but i donno what happend with that and i didnt. i went with buddy jewel DANER SCOTTy (hotties) hhaha ! sean miguel and uh i think thats it.
i had to DAnce today in class omg its gay ! i wanna just get pe or something..miguel thinks its funny cuz he watches from the BLEACHERS ! hahah dork-o
lol well i think thats it for today. peace and unity (i used to say nudity, but everyone says it now..stupid heads...:P jusssssssssstkkki) *ashley* Current Mood: calm
|Sunday, August 15th, 2004|
wow today was fun ! i went to church to meet BRi then i went home with her and like 2 hours lata me and her brother went to the Bike Competition :). then like 20 minutes later Bri walks in so its all good now. hm i met CJ-finally !!!! i was all happy but we didnt talk til i was leaving. maybe next time we'll talk ALOT more huh kidd ?! ok then i went home from all the fun-ness and took a shower..the end. :)
eww school tomorrow...at least Jorge and Diego will meet me for lunch again !
xoxo *AShley* Current Mood: crazy
|Tuesday, August 10th, 2004|
ashley, dude its awesome that u and my brother are talking i dont care- i mean thatd be crap if i got mad when i used to talk to kyle all the time like i did. all i did was ask why ur number was written down because i would have given it to him thats all. i told him to call u that same day, now i dont no if he did or not but whatever its none of my business. (now i wish u told me that kyle never really liked me-thatd save me alot of time)but like i said with my brother go for it i think itd be cool. hes going out with brittany right now but so be friends thats awesome with me. im out AShley* Current Mood: crappy
|Monday, August 9th, 2004|
today was horrible yo...this morning--830 AM...then my mother yelling at me for nothing ! then i went to kaitlyn's her bf's being gay or something and then it seems like its getting to be a better day and all the sudden something happens...caught me totally off guard, i dont really wanna share that part but screwed my day all over again. i cried...for the first time in such a long time. it felt good but my feelings are still there. jezz just kill me i give up Ashley</3 Current Mood: confused
|Thursday, August 5th, 2004|
so yesterday was fun. i woke up early to go to my sister's school thingy and that was really boring so i left. then i went to this pool and tanned...finally!* hmmm Kaitlyn called and wanted my over but i didnt have a ride so her and this dude pikced me up, then we dropped the dude off and drove FOREVER!!! i saw MIKE tho! aww im so happy!! i woke him up...(it was like 6pm*)haha i havent seen him like the whole summer since Diego hates me and Mike sleeps all day lol. anywho so we went to Kaitlyns til like 10 and mike wanted to drive me home so Kaitlyn let him..haha btw thanks!......god im boring!!...when i got home Chris told me Kyle called twice. grr i wanted to talk to him so bad. hope he calls today. then i fell asleep....the end.<3
Bri call me!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxo Ashley* Current Mood: amused
|Wednesday, July 28th, 2004|
heyhey! well lets see...last night was Michael's b-day party so me, my sister, ashley, kyle and bri went to Adventure Zone with em. haha it was super fun. we spun out in the go carts like three times tho. lol it rained so hard!!! yeahhhh! hmm tomorrow im going to san antonio for like 3 or 4 days, it shall be fun. <33
on a lower note, school starts in like 3 weeks? i dont wanna go bakc. 3 years...</3.
xoxo Ashley* Current Mood: blah
|Thursday, July 22nd, 2004|
|jezz im stupid...
grr this guy thinks its stupid that i wanna be a hair stylist. hes all dude u can change right now and be a doctor or lawyer. im like why? i dont want to be?! and hes all so the hair stylist thing isnt a joke? im like no....? and hes all why would u want to be that? that is sooo mean. like ive always thought it'd be soo much fun to cut hair. and like i love cutting my own hair now so why not others too? eh hes gay. it just really hurts my feelings and i thought id share. gotta go xoxoxo...SOMEONE LEAVE A COMMENT PLEASE!!!!!!! i have no friends on here :( *ashley* Current Mood: angry
|Monday, July 19th, 2004|
today was boring and so was yesterday. i dyed my hair its tight. rightnow it looks purple redish type thing. the box said dark auburn brown but whateva! i like it this way anywho. my sister dyed hers red but it didnt come out right or something...anywho enough. Brianna hates me at the moment </3 i think. well i heart her anyway... i gotta jet xoxo Current Mood: annoyed
|Saturday, July 17th, 2004|
AW today's Cross's last show, i totally wish i was there to say good-bye! I LOVE YOU!!!<3 i wanna see all of them play live, its way better than the cd-dont get me wrong u guys should buy their cd, but its hott to see em live thats all! my grandma told me she'd buy me a ticket to fly up to kentucky..i am so down! id stay with the band the whole time! ok well i think thats it for now.. xoxox Ashes*
|Thursday, July 15th, 2004|
well today i went to this church thingy with my buddy. theres nothing really to update in here but i got bored so...my brother left for this baseball thing for like a week, i didnt get to say bye to him :( hmmm thats about it so im gonna jet
peace <33 xoxo Ashes*
|Monday, July 12th, 2004|
hmm today i went to my brothers girlfriends house for some knda party thing, it was fun, my love bri went, aww shes soo cute. and josh and michael who are also hott<333 and lets see.. i miss my loves-cross, nathan,chris, and devin! they better come bakc soon. hmmmm bri's spending the night tonight it shall be mucho fun!!!
love*ashes* Current Mood: amused